It's been a long time since I last blog and I find it almost strange to re-visit this site. I think a part of the reason why I stopped blogging publicy is because I really didn't have the time since I'm already writing a million of papers during the school year. And... I just don't want to =). There's greater joy to hang write in my journals than to star at a computer screen and begin to tape my fingers against these keys. At the moment, I'm wasting time or trying to tired myself out because I can't seem to fall asleep and I just had the urge to log on after I had spent two hours on myspace and facebook. I despite doing something that's not productive. It brings frustrations in my life and before you begin to put a judgement on me, I am suprisingly a very laid back girl except there needs to be a purpose and a reason to the things we do or it'll all be done in vaild. It is 2:25am and there really isn't a purpose to why I am still up but my mind is so fulled that I need to somehow distract my focus in order to go to sleep. In my opinion, human beings are the smartest yet the strangest creatures that God has created. Sigh. I'm trying to stop thinking and it's somewhat working as I continue to talk mumbo jumbo. I really want to know who is going to read this and leave me a comment. It is after all summer time and everyone's been hanging out with more time on our hands than we could possibly tried to attempt to fill it. Nonetheless, I'm still having trouble sleeping in. My body awakes so fast and so early that it's hard to tell the master piece to slow down for once. O summer... I still need to make my decision. Monterey Bay and I might begin to get really aquitance with each other or the big bird will take me home to Canada. ...My eyes just blink and I dosed off. I'm going to bed! =).

>>sex. something we think about every day. church tells us it's a bad thing and to wait. the reality is that some of us with pledge cards and promise rings are having sex (or in their mind) but sex isn't just about what you do or don't do. the truth is, you've got to own this stuff. you've got to understand it on a whole new level. the church answers aren't going to stop you when you want to be so close to your bf or gf that skin on skin seems like the natural next move or when your desires drives your mind to places you feel guilty to go. you'll never get it until you understand why God says what He says about sex and you begin to see His heart behind His words.

- many people may not be going all the way, but they sure are getting close.

- what you do and think about sex affects not only you but everyone around you.

- The people who can handle relationships are the people who are fine without one-who are content without a boyfriend, girlfriend or any significant other.

- be purposely counterculture. let go of the way our culture says to do relationships. put it down and walk away.

- when your crush (or boyfriend & girlfriend) starts crushing' your time with God (and you start crushing theirs), you need to step back.
*i like this one a lot =)*

- Pre-deciding is not about being legalistic; it's about being honest and realistic about yourself and God's best for your life.